Why dont you have a talk with your GP??? I'm sure there's different strains of Anti-Depressants out there that might suit your needs. I know it sounds cliche, but have you talked to anyone about your problems??? I find that really helps, and it also helps if you figure out what it is exactly, that is causing you to feel so down. Sometimes it can be a combination of things but in my experience it usually just boils down to one specific thing. I was depressed for years when I was younger, didnt have anything to look forward to and basically I just felt like I didnt wanna wake up every morning etc etc. Luckily that has all passed now with the help of an amazing ex girlfriend and family etc. I didnt resort to anti-depressants but I was very close. Things WILL get better for you though if you give it enough time. And as I said speak to people about your problems and try to narrow down what is really making you depressed.