hi all, Moonman here, for some reason i cant log into that account so i created 'dis one. Admin, delete Moonman, i cant seem to log in or get the verification email....
I've always lived by 2 principles since i was about 11...
* It's better to have tried and lost, than not tried at all
* Confidence is the key. I firmly believe with confidence you can pull nearly anything off.
I was the kid that messed about in class and that actually liked getting up in front of people doing presentations and stuff. I dont know if that means i crave attention or what (i think it's my extremely low boredom threshold), but it's always got me through, and i've never had major insecurity problems. If there is one "insecurity" i have, its i'm not competitive enough. I think sometimes i could and should have, acheived so much more than i have. I'm the type of guy where tomorrow really never does come. Also, i hate commitment. I just cant do it! Looks have never been an insecurity, i mean, i cant change how i look, so why worry about it?
I have been on the receiving end of the low self esteem/confidence thing though. It does do you head in. I'd be round a mate playing x-box or jamming and i'd get a call from the ex nearly crying because i was 2 hours late home - even though i told her i was gonna be late. I have a lot of female friends, i guess she didnt like them. I've never cheated though, and i never would, but trying to explain that to her was a complete ballache. She wouldnt listen. Ever.
When i am feeling down though its time to bust out the music. I swear, its like a drug. It totally gets me back up. Music and my guitars.
I dunno though, i'm a douchebag, dont listen to me!